weekends = jalan2 + penat

friday-saturday




yup2. can't believe it either. i've been to oxford! actually i dont really know wut's so amazing bout it but d main reason i went there was to meet teaks! hehe. bagus x? hehe. so i don really mind bout my body which is saket2 bdn n in great need of loooonngggg, deeeeeepppp sleep. i juz went. dina, qilah, mar n mai hv already gone. they went early coz they're goin to kak zaffan's house. me, azhreen, kak mira, kak nida n kak mai went later by train. haih. good 4 azhreen coz she did her train card d day b4 so she got d ticket fare far more cheaper than me. hehe..



it was less than 30 mins n we're already in notts. oh. we'd spend a nite here then tomoro morning we'll depart 4 oxford. there were 3 unis who'll go: lester, sheffield n notts. hehe. it was like a reunion. when i first saw teaks n wani n arome, i felt like im in msia. hehe. bahagie gile. they reminded me of kmb. those days when i used to room-hopping: like a blog-hopping, i went to my frenz rooms n lepak2. hehe. i guess i wont get d same thing here. yeah of coz i can juz go to any of lester ppl in opal. but then, there's like rules esp when u wanna go 2 diff blocks. it's such a hassle. n i'd hv 2 dress properly rite? well, let's juz say things are way different here..we spend d nite makan2 nasi + tomyam (sedap!!), borak2, talk, n talk. arome brought here laptop n all of us watched a video clip mimicking rossa's pudar. haha. yep. we had a pretty good laugh. then starting 2 realise that we hv 2 sleep coz we'll go early tomoro, if we wanna catch d bus.



the air was so cold so im glad im wearing d thicker coat. but it felt a bit heavier. huhu. got on d bus, got a seat n sit down. plugged in my earphones, play d playlist on my phone n im set 4 d journey. it was actually a long journey about 2-3 hours. huhu. when i woke up from my sleep, my neck was aching terribly! adeh~ decided 2 left my bag in d bus (or else i'll juz keep complaining how heavy it is) n got off d bus. everybody was excited, chattering happily. hehe. i was happy too, seeing so many people. we lester ppl got into d same group n started touring in oxford. i was juz getting out my camera, taking a few pictures when my camera flashed something like: low battery! haih. buat berat je bwk. ish2. so i resorted to using my phone camera. n d pics turned out quite good. not bad~



i dont really remember d names of d places or buildings. i juz look n look around. huhu. so i guess d pics will tell d stories themselves~




it's lunch time! i didnt get my 'ayam keras' but i was so hungry so i juz ate. it was a bit weird coz my hands are cold n freezing yet i still eat using my hands. a bit numb, i'd say. then, it's d prayer time. 4 d 1st time, i prayed at d park. on d green lawn. it was quite sumting. d mixed feeling of chill n syukur..that moment, i thought. so wut if we're different? we're unique. to d brits, they may give us a weird look but that's it. then they juz look away. why be ashamed? islam is d most complete, perfect religion. some weird looks were nothing compared to d hardships faced by d muslims back then..



went to d place where they film harry potter. d dining hall, i think. i was not as excited as d others as i've never even watch a harry potter movie. nor reading d book. huhu. but i juz went there n look around. altho it cost me around 3 pounds! haha..then we went wandering around in d town, going from one shop to another. i was already hungry then. that moment, i really miss msia. haha. if in msia, i'll juz go n buy sumting to eat. but here?? first i hv 2 consider whether it's halal or not. then i'll hv 2 consider d price. haih. in d end, i bought nothing. makan angin je la~ luckily some nice ppl offered me some cookies. during d journey back, we got chicken wrapped by tortilla (i think so) so i was so happy. eating it altho there're lots of vegie n onions in it. huhu. im hungry! fell asleep, woke up n went back to my beloved leicester~ gotta rest. tomoro goin to car boot!

sunday


d last minute confirmation still made me happy. huhu. we're goin to car boot at croft today, which is larger than d previous car boot. it was so cold n d wind was super strong! i was almost blown over by d wind. huhu. thnx to our drivers: fathi, hamdi n hisyam. ehhe. we juz paid 4 d petrol. i sat at d front, nxt to fathi, d driver. n later, i sort of became d answering machine 4 fathi. he was driving so he asked me to take his calls. haha. kinda funny. n d callers turned out 2 be hamdi n hisyam. chatted a bit with him. then not long after, we reached d car boot. d weather was not so good as it was getting darker. we went our separate ways n started hunting 4 things to buy. not so much of them. myb due to d weather so not many ppl actually same n sell their things. then it started raining. nyaaa!~ it was so cold. i was shivering. not a very pleasant shopping experience. hehe. nearly got frozen. esp my hands.



ppl were starting to pack their things. a cue 4 us to go home. haih. i managed to buy some jumpers n books. huhu. ok la~ went back in d same car. reached lester. went back to opal. went to charles wilson to watch d seniors playing netball. went back to opal. hang out+lunch with mai. back to my room~





"im not a competitive person. if so many ppl want d same thing that i want, i'll juz back away"

ooppss?

i hereby announce that today is d day of ooppss.

haha. so many weird events today.

today is d tissues of d body (TOB) module so i gotta go 2 both histo lab n dissecting room (DR). lectures was ok coz i've like read b4 d lecture. huhu. tibe2 rajen plak kn. went to histo lab. got myself a microscope n slides. swithed on n look at d slides. hah? cm bosan plak. haha. it's not that i cannot appreciate those tiny tiny things under d microscope. diri sndiri mengkagumi kehebatan ciptaan ALLAH. tapi.....one thing 4 sure. pathology is out of d question 4 me. hehe. im juz not d person to juz sit n squeeze my eyes thru d lens in some weird-smelling lab. haha. ceh. sori la kalo ade mane2 pathologist yg terase eh? hehe. kepale cm pening coz dok tgk je microscope. hehe. bile da abes, cm lepak2 kat computer room. rite. now, im in puase 6 mode so dok pose je spjg mgu ni. hehe. da x pose pon dok lapa je. baek pose kn? hihi. anyway, it seems like malaysian kat sini cm tade life je. haha. lecture dtg plg awal. groupwork dtg plg awal. hhuhu. cm bdk skema je plak rase..hehe. but nothing's bad bout that

then after another longer-than-ever lecture, i went to DR. haha. time 4 some smelly smelly action! uhuh. i juz cant stand d smell. wek. da la pose. cm nk termuntah je. huhu. tp i think today's d worst coz d smell seemed 2 be worse than usual. tp tahan je la kn..d tutor was niceee! hehe. groupmates pon ok je. i juz wish that i can speak up more. haih. rase cm bukan diri sndiri je. hehe. tape2. take ur time, fana~ my groupmate started poking d cadaver with some metal. ish2. i was like, mate nk terbeliak. huhu..curious kot?

abes DR, i was relieved. kua bgnn MSB, it was like, "hello, fresh air!". tp seriously it's getting a lot colder than b4. i even shivered whenever im outside d building. ngahhhh~ x tahan. i seriously need some more winter jacket. i need car boot! huhu. blk tu cm teman qilah g beli adiah 4 encik jpa. supposedly die kene g ngn imran je kot (kt kan bdk mara. xde kene mengene) tp kt teman je la die. hehe. x elok plak nnt kn. so i also take part in komen mengomen n merekemen adiah n stuff. hehe. in d end i was d one wrapping up d gift. hehe. tape2. kan elok tlg org laen. hehe..later, i went to ASDA. yeah. that's when all d 'fun' begin..~

dis is like d first time ever we went to ASDA. b4 dis, whenever we plan 2 go 2 ASDA sumting else would juz come out. so there we were outside opal court, shivering, coz we hv 2 like compete so that we can get on d bus. hehe. bile smpi, cm for sure, ASDA is different from morrisons. i think it's bigger. n there's juz a whole lot more to choose. especially oriental things like spices, rice n all. hehe. naseb baek dpt kawal nafsu. kalo x mau borong sume. eheh. so beli punye beli, time da nk dkt kol 7. haha. me, mai n azhreen started to dash 2 d cashier to pay. haha. pastu mcm, "mane bdk2 opal yg laen ni?" then dpt call from dina kate bas da smpi. huhu. cool lg tu. bile me n mai kua from ASDA, we saw d bus at d traffic light. nk lari g kejar bas pon mar kate da penoh. hoho. so pasrah n tgu je la kat luar. haha. kami ditinggalkan~~ hebat. first time pegi da kene tggl. haha. then jumpe plak la malaysian. post grad. haha. lagi la malu ok? then we sorted out 2 call a cab n blk opal naek cab..huhu.

oh rite. kt pose arini n terlupe nk bukak pose until da abes shopping sume. ehe. x masak pon arini coz ingt nye nk suro qilah belikan sumting kat roosters. then kak mai n kak nida dtg opal bwk spaghetti. join la derg mkn skali. huhu. kenyang la kot~ tp yg klakarnye, tibe2 my sub warden cm dtg kitchen tau. (laki) paham2 je la kami tidak berpakaian seperti yg sepatutnye. ye la, dok kat dapor je kan. so die cm da hai2 sume n ktorg da tergamam. then br la cm kate ngn die bole x nk g amek tudung n all. ish2. punye la tergamam smpi cm freeze tatau nk watpe. then, bile masing2 da lengkap, smbg la dgr die ckp. haha. cm lawak je. pelek2 btol arini~

oh. tomorrow is HadPop. erghh

saket

arini tibe2 rase cm saket tekak plak. cih. ni mesti air paip kat uk ni punye pasal! haha. well, kat msia sgt jarang saket. bukan nk eksyen ke ape tp alhamdulillah~~ br blk from 2 open houses. huhu. ade je open house every weekend. tp bgs la. cm bahagie je rase. rase cm kat malaysia. hehe.

oh well. pg cm terbangun lmbt drpd biase. then tgk bakul dobi. hmm..cm da mencapai tahap maksima je. so g la wat laundry 4 d first time kat sini. but hey, bukannye pemalas ke ape tau. coz sini everytime nk wat laundry+dryer is $3! mak ai. mahal. so cm kene kumpul bj byk2 bia nk penoh mesin tu. br la worth it. hehe. about 3 times gk la naek turun utk nk siapkn laundry. tp bile da siap tu cm best la. oh ye. mlm td hang out kt blk qilah! tgk cite jepon 'hotaru no hikari' best gk! lame da x layan cite jepon. huhu~

so cm menjelang tgh hari perot pon mule trase lapa. breakfast mkn cereal JE, mane x lapa? hehe. kt x maen la mkn cereal2 je. kalo bole nk mkn nasik goreng ke ape ke..huhu. settle kn bj2 yg da wangi tu n tibe2 qilah panggil coz nk tlg dee pindah blk. so off we go. after that, blk bilik, solat n siap2. first stop: goscote! berjalan la merentas angin yg sgt sejukk~ bile smpi kn, nk g common room tu cm ade bau sedap. on impulse i said, "eh. cm bau malaysia la" haha. punye la kempunan mknn msia. haih. we're among d first ones yg smpi. haha. kalo psl mknn tu laju je kot? so ktorg pon mkn la dulu. lps tu ade tahlil sket n smbg mkn. ehhe. then off we go 2 d next stop: hazel 1!

bile ktorg smpi, segerombolan 2nd+3rd+4th yr malaysian medics tgh kua drpd hazel 1. rupe2 nye derg nk g goscote plak. huhu. cm ade shift plak eh. best la. cm mane2 umah msian, ade sgt byk food. haha. so i made a new peribahase. di mane ade malaysian, di situ ade makanan. n another one: di mane ade kamera, di situ ade malaysian. haha. so true! btw, mknn sgt sedap. nasi ayam n mcm2 lg. hehe. pastu cm biase la. da mkn mule la borak2. ade a group of ppl (mostly KYs) dok dlm blk kak nida - merangkap 2nd living room of hazel 1. hehe. erm..cm biase, kt x biase sgt so cm membawe diri naek atas g blk kak mira. skali ngn mai. hehe. pastu mai tunjukkan videoclip bdk2 otago kat iluvislam. haha. adeh. tergelak2 ok? haiih..tibe2 cm teringt kmb. bcoz kat sini cm yg dominan KY so cm kurang la teringt kmb. teringt member2 yg sgt ramai n best. yg mane kalo derg sume kat sini i'll be juz like d ppl here. hehe. well. inilah real life. teringt ceramah every mlm jumaat. pegi surau same2. mkn supper same2. huhu~ best gk la kmb kot. tp d ppl yg membuatkn die rase best

by d time derg mkn ice-cream, kt cm da x larat. haha. pelek la kt nih. kadang2 tu rase nk je mkn lg, tp bdn cm x nk plak. huhu. tp ok la kot. mlm ni tatau lg nk watpe. studi? novels? cite jepon? makan? hahah..tgk la nnt cane~~

lapa

it's HadPop day!! yeaayy!! errr..in ur dreams kot? haha. adeh. bosan gile ok. it's like epidemiology la to some uni kot. hahaha. adehh..kalo la korg bole tgk my face spjg grupwork. huhu. menguap x abes2. cm konon2 stay up mlm td. haha. tp mmg bosan pn. haih. i know d importance of knowing it but to sustain 2-hours of it? aaaaaaaa~~ x tahann

by the way, nothing much today. still d same me. but i started wearing 2 layers of clothes coz it getting colder. hehe. n my kulit cannot sustain d coldness anymore. hehe. went to class, where i hv d groupwork first. haih. 2 hours of it. n i couldnt recall what actually hv i learnt. haha. then, it's d lecture time. huhu. ok la compared 2 groupwork kot. hehe. n d prof is actually a quite funny looking guy. b4 he started with d session, he gave all d students a testing kit 4 chlamydia. i was like, "Hah?" nvr heard of d disease pon. it's actually a sexually transmitted disease (STD). haha. ingtkn ape la td. then die kate all of us should do d test n send it. mule2 kt cm da rase horror sket coz testing kit tu agak menakutkan. haha. btw, then die pon gtau la psl org2 yg kene buat test ni.

1. below 25 yrs (yep, im included)
2. had sex (HAHA. excluded, of coz!)

so kesimpulannye, kt tayah buat test ni. haha. obviously. then teringt la blk cm byk je hikmah mende2 yg islam suro kt buat ni. like menjage maruah. kat sini, things r really horrifying. umor 16-19 yg plg byk ade pnykt nih. ish2. astagfirullah~ padahal umor mude remaje ni la bole gune utk dpt byk mende bermanfaat. so bersyukur yg kt ni Muslims k? sesungguhnye ALLAH knows best~~ so..kt cm bertekad nk carik aktiviti yg menarik+bermanfaat utk isik mase kat sini. coz if not, kalo stakat studi je cm x bermakne la sgt idop ni kn? hehe..there's so many things out there waiting 2 b discovered. so kwn2, jgn la sebok sgt studi (although it's our main priority now) smpi terlupe dunie sekeliling. sumtimes look around n u'll actually notice things which u've nvr noticed. dgn tgk dunie sekeliling insyaAllah byk pengajaran bole dpt. eheh =)

oh. d title. skang ni x pose pon cm pose je. baek pose kn? dpt gk pahale. hehe. dok lapa je. eventho da breakfast. perot malaysia kot? mesti nk nasik gk. hehe. smpikn dlm lecture perot bunyi cm kuat gk la. naseb baek dina je dgr! hehe. so blk tu masak nasik goreng ngn kak mira.. so skang cm...ok la..xde la smpi tahap kenyang. haha. susah tau nk kenyangkn dis perot of mine~

beku

arini is one of d best day of d week. coz it's TOB n by 12 klas da abes! huhu. syoknyeee...tp FREE TIME bukan la satu perkataan yg wujud dlm kamus ku. ade je mende. td tgh hr after class g hazel 1, jumpe kak aisyah. she's actually my senior kat alamin dulu. die kat dundee. katenye ade reading week ke ape tah. so die pon g la jln2. huhu. da final yr rupenye. mase mmg cm cepat je berlalu kot. kalo x spend elok2, agaknye 5 taun ni abes cmtu je..btw, arini lps jumpe kak aisyah ktorg g town. (again, kan?) eheh. biase la kami. taleh dok diam2 kat bilik. arini mule2 g kedai phone n tnye2. nk beli la katenye. last2 dina ngn qilah je yg beli. kt menumpang kaseh kat kak zue je. so kene la decide nk phone mane cpt2! hehe..then pegi argos tp malangnye like b4, printer yg kt nk tu da abes..i can still wait n xde la rase nk cpt sgt printer tu although cm useful gk 4 classes n all..tp my priority is money kot? haha. bukan la mate duitan ke ape. tp cm yg kt nk tu yg plg murah. ade je yg mahal sket. hehe..saving2~

blk bilik kejap, x smpt nk baring2 pon. ptg tu ade open house ustaz nisar. kat mane tah. so ktorg pon jalan je la. nk saving la katekn. hehe. mak ai! sejuk gile smpi ke tulang! haha. agaknye da mule sejuk. n it's getting colder n colder..brrrr.. menggigil je jalan. even g klas pon. bile angin bertiup kat muke, HAIH! nk beku rase nye sume bendalir dlm idong. otak pon rase cm beku. haha. jauh gk la umah tu. haha. punye la. nk mkn punye psl snggup je jalan jauh2. tp series sejuk gile la! haha. after wut seems like 4eva, smpi la umahnye. time tu cm ktorg je n x lame pastu mule la umah tu dipenuhi familiar faces. best2. tp cm bile da ramai2 tu, kt yg dtg awal cm paham2 je la kot. umah sini x cm umah msia. so ktorg pon blk la dulu. adeh. kalo td sejuk, blk tu cm sejuk gile2. hehe. menggigil la gk spjg jln tuh. haihh..

blk tu cm singgah plak umah imran ngn fathi kat goscote. ehe. derg ni yakin je kasi ktorg msk umah. if it was me, it'll be like "eh. x yahla..." huhu. mesti derg yakin je umah kemas kn? haha. not like me kot. keh3. tu la. kat sini jd malu sket ngn laki lester kot. derg masak n kemas mengalahkn pompuan! hehe. btw, we had a sort of 'roller-coaster' ride dlm lift. haha. lawak gile. tergelak je sume org. tu trademark lift goscote kot. umah derg cm ok gk la kot. of coz la x selawa opal tp ok what. dok sini pon bape lame mase sgt la spend kat blk. asek kua je. huhu. oh. d point im telling bout ktorg g umah derg tu bukannye nk cite details bout d house. but rather some thoughts..hehe. say, kat msia, ckp la "weh. nk g umah laki ni" it'll be like, "HAHH? biar btol??" kat sini cm rase normal je. hehe. well of coz la pegi tu bukan saje nk gedik2 lepak kat umah derg kan. n pegi pon bukan sorg2. but still..ehhe..kene pandai2 jage diri kot? d key is, only do sumting when it's necessary. myb org sini cm rapat so x kesah. it's not a bad thing pon. cume kt x biase kot. ntah. sumtimes konfius gk. which one yg elok? baek ngn laki ke cm x reti cmpr ngn laki? slalu je berlegar2 dlm otak ni. huhu. well, BALANCE kot, is d answer. huhu. eh. tp bukan nk kate org sini x elok tau. jgn salah phm plak ye. derg sume sgt baek. supportive. saling menjage kot. hehe. but like i said, x biase. hehe..complicated plak eh

smpi bilik cm bersyukur gle. haih. at last dpt gk HABA. hehe. penat tu cm tibe2 dtg. yelah. jln jauh gile. haha. mknn yg mkn td abes da oxidised. huhu. but its a good thing la utk pegi coz ade peluang utk lbh knl msian community kat sini~

yg penting, mlm ni tayah masak kot? huhu

some pics~

undergrads uni of leicester 2007 @ fraser noble

mai, me, yaya, kak zue, kak mira. (weh. ni mmg candid la!)

2 budak comel bersame 2 kakak yg comel. geram!~

dlm taxi menuju ke open house

kat luar umah org..sejukkk!

actually gmba sgt byk tp...paham2 je la eh ;)

post-raye class

haih. korg taleh la byg cane pegi class after raye. tade mood lgsg! huhu. kat msia d first 5 days of raye tu still best. makan byk. jln byk. duit raye byk. huhu. anyway, im in uk so that doesnt apply here. haihh. bgn pg td yg cukup2 je time nk siap2 n smpi lecture b4 die stat. eheh. mlm td dok wat keje. ye la..weekend dok berjalan je..



sabtu~ jamuan LUMS kat fraser noble. katenye stat kol 9 so da gelabah2 je jln sbb ingtkn da lmbt.smpi2 cm bape kerat je manusie yg wujud. haihh..janji melayu la katekn! after cm 10 sumting br la semakin ramai yg muncul. ktorg 1st yr dok bwk kek batik (head chef: dina). n by d time sume org da dtg, meja da penoh ngn all sorts of food. raye food. which i thought i wont get to eat during raye coz dis is like, UK. haha. wrong! sgt byk mknn like nasik impit, rendang, all sorts of mee, deserts...which is like heaven 4 me. yeay! nmpknye ke'emo'an diriku sudah ilang coz my selera makan da kembali! yeay! eheh..so makan la dgn byknye..then of coz sgt byk amek gmba. keh3. tade keje laen msian ni. oh. psl gmba tu, nnt2 la kt upload. haha. byk sgt. x terambil kat org laen lg. hehe. tp i can assure u everything looks nice!~ after that cm bergegas blk coz nk g town. nk beli printer la kononnye. bile da smpi kat argos, tade stok la plak! haih. buat penat je jln. tp cm best la rase coz ktorg sume g town pki bj raye. haha. kalo kat msia jln harap la nk jln kat kl tu pakai bj kurung. huhu. d wind felt nice. juz nice. x sejok sgt..



smpi bilik, online. (hehe). tros ditegor kat ym oleh famili kat kg. haha. pastu cm biase derg suro bukak webcam. then ckp2 smbl tgk webcam. tp agak pening coz everything cm lagging n all. then terpakse stop coz ptg tu nk konvoi raye umah postgrad. huhu. jalan kaki je. naseb baek umah derg sume cm dekat2. dekat highfield ke ape tah. hehe. d food was niceee!! ahha. gembire btol. i felt like menambah mkn sbyk 3 kali tp memikirkan ade 2 umah lg nk g so kene control. ahha. take some more pics..blk jln kaki g opal, tdo.



ahad~ ok. kt bgn lmbt gile! haha. tp best gile coz dis is d first time dpt peluang bgn lmbt since 3 weeks im here. ahaha. bgn matahari da terang. on ym, borak2 n dpt tau psl invitation g umah raja azrin. kt pon ape lg. of coz la nk pegi. dpt makan weh! uhuhu. n of coz to kenal2 gk la. hehe. umahnye kat oadby so kene pegi by taxi. memandangkan org laen tade cash, i paid 4 them dulu. hehe. we're d first ppl to arrive. so ktorg pon makan la dulu. haha. nasik yg sgt sedap. mkn 2 rounds. best la. tp mostly org yg ktorg jumpe da knl coz muke2 yg same gk. hehe. tp seronok la. ade dis one time, fatimah, anak sorg postgrad ni cm dok on my lap. ehhe. well. lame da xde adek kecik kan. lg satu, kat lester ni kanak2 die sgt comel! haha. n english derg sgt mantap. cm org sini je dah bunyinye..blk from umah tu ktorg singgah town jap. kt g HSBC 4 some bank stuff then berjalan2. time blk tu cm borak byk gk ngn kak zue. huhu. nicee~ org x pnh ade kakak la katekan..



but everything definitely getting better n better

alhamdulillah~~

p/s: br blk from beli ayam, rempah n stuffs. haha. ayam dada (a.k.a ayam keras) mahal la sini! haiyoo..=D

raye ke?

x caye kn? tau pon cm last minit time nk dkt bukak pose. hah?? mentally SO not prepared utk raye arini. huhu. tp at last cm terime la kenyataan. so ktorg pose 29 hari je, like sum1 said. jgn jeles ok? wek. so cm everything was in a blink n tibe la malam raye..ktorg juniors g la spend d nite kat umah senior. hehe. ape lg. masak2 la. (haha. cm la pndi msk sgt). cm biase la eh. masak2 smbl pasang lagu raye. huhu. tp cm agak kagum ngn skill memasak kakak2. haha. nk compare ngn my skill? err...never mind =)

pagi raye..~ sume org cm terbgn lmbt kot coz rmi gk yg tdo lmbt last nite. haha. pastu mule la sibuk2. ade yg sibuk masak, ade yg sibuk nk siap2. coz katenye nk g solat raye kat queens hall kol 8.30. hurm. kol 8 sume org pon x siap lg. hehe. tp alhamdulillah i made it. my bj kurung turned out ok. tudung x buat hal. sweater baru ade. haha. da siap la tu nk g solat raye. then beramai2 la ktorg berarak g queens hall tu. huhu. oh ye. ponteng klas arini! yeay! malangnye, terlupe nk bwk kamera. haha. that's my only regret kot..

lps solat raye, cm bersalam2 ngn sume2..then, favourite activity malaysian: take pictures! haha. adeh. cm x tahan je. it's obvious sgt msian mmg suke amek gmba. org laen rilek je. huhu. tp sbb kt sndiri x bwk camera so menumpang kaseh je la kat org laen. haha..tp best la kot. huhu. ye la. cm seronok kot berkumpul. kalo dok dlm bilik sorg2 mau jd x btol gk. haha..so after da abes sesi amek gmba, sume org gerak g hazel 24, umah kak zue n d geng. keh3. umah kat uk ni bukan cm kat msia. cube byg je la u nk sumbat msian dlm satu umah! woh. horror pon ade gk. tp cm hepi la sket kot. cm meriah2 je. hehe. tp to certain point, it become scary. haha. well, sini cm komuniti msian cm considered kecik la compared to other places. so everyone cm rapat gile. boys n girls. n im really not used to like rapat n baek gile ngn laki. haha. i become takot sket. n nk mkn byk pon x jd. haha. susah btol la..tp cm heran je tgk org laen sume cm cool je. huhu

then after that g tilmere road plak. bdk laki nye umah. ok...sgt hebat. derg masak cm mantap gile. lontong, mee kari, rendang sume..woh. rase cm kecik sgt diri ni. haha. masak lauk biase pon x reti lg. haha. adeh. so target cm nxt yr kene da hebat masak. huhu. tercabar ok. actually last nite da berikrar nk mkn byk gile. tp yg peleknye, selera makan cm tibe2 ilang plak. i juz ended up looking at people, eating n laughing..haha. die cm my perot is somewhere else. haih. pastu jd emo smcm raye ni. bukan emo cm sedey2 tp emo cm rase nk membebel2. haha. then kt ngn mai cabut dulu n blk hazel 1. qilah n dina sume blk opal dulu. kt x sggp nk dok bilik sorg2 hari raye ni. mcm2 leh jd. yg pastinye, mesti fikir mcm2 punye. so lepak kat hazel 1 n tdo! tu plg best tu

later ptg ni g morrisons. beli brg2 utk potluck LUMS raye gathering. huhu. buat kek batik je pon ktorg. then tibe2 derg kate nk msk plak 4 dinner. hehe..n tibe2 cm smgt plak. goreng telor. then goreng nasik. haha. cm hepi plak masak utk org. n arini jd terExtra rajen. basuh pinggan sume. huhu. pelik. lps da blk bilik tu, tibe2 qilah panggil dtg mkn soto yg kak nida bwk. after mkn ktorg cm borak2 pjg plak..hehe..itu la sehari beraye di lester~

matang

saye baru berusie 20 taun n 2 hari. hhehe. thnx kpd sape2 yg wish. kpd yg lupe or tatau, x kesah laa..although i might be 'emo' kat sorg manusie ni. haha. btw. 1st bday here. juz like usual. kol 12, org wish n all. dpt la adiah from mai junior n kak mai. haha. org name mai suke kasi adiah eh? hihi..thnx korg..wish tu kurang penting (tp penting gk! hehe) more important is the doa. hehe. doakn supaye saye semakin matang k

da msk 2nd week of class..ok la everything. not so much of the left out-feeling rite now. so myb it's getting better la. insyaAllah. n we're in the last 5 days of Ramadhan! x caye btol. serius kat sini x rase sgt. everyday cm ade je hal, rushing2 n then tau2 da bukak pose. ehhe. mmg kene initiate sndiri kot nk wujudkn suasane puase tu. so kene kuat! dont give in 2 temptations like sleeping n all. eheh. oh. i also bought a new like wool coat i think. (tatau name). ahah. at last! slame ni dok pakai la sweater yg same. ish3. huhu. bole la dikatekan sweater br for raye. hehe. i also bought (n getting it in a few days) printer n rice cooker. hehe. saye suke makan so kene la beli kot..

skang ni cm baek sket ngn kak zue n kak mira kot. hehe. thnx ye kakak2 sekalian. korg tlh menghilangkan perasaan being left out dgn jayenye. hehe. i feel like i can be myself. oh btw. seniors cm ajak ktorg g turki dis winter. my first impulse is like, "yeah, why not?" huhu. then timbul la isu pasal duit n all. ragu2 sket. then masalah setel. dpt green light from parents. so, i guess i'll be going to turki after PMS dis winter! yeay! insyaAllah if no problem. woh. my first vacation abroad! so kene la jimat duit skang. n stat studi. haha

berusahe fana!

car boot

yep2. tibe2 rajen plak nk update tiap2 hari. well, ni first time la bole dok lepak2 dlm bilik. ade free time smpi nk bukak pose nnt. ade muslim uk gurl ajak bukak pose. huhu. act td br blk from car boot sale kat loughborough. huhu. it's quite far from lester tp td naek bas dlm 30mins la kot.. wut did i bought? seluar n books. novels yg da teringin nk bace since kat msia tp x beli2. haha. bole dpt 20p je satu. buku pon ok je lg. hehe. tp cm frust sbb x dpt nk carik coat. bukannye tade tp xde yg berkenan. huhu..

d thing bout me is, it's so hard 4 me to spend or shopping. haha. die cm tade perasaan. my other frens at least hv 2 plastic bags with them. i only got one! huhu. puas la pusing2 nk carik ape nk beli tp malangnye tade. hehe. pastu cm sgt byk anjing kat car boot tu. haha. kdg2 tu leka jln smpi nk terlanggar da anjing. huhu. tp cm menarik la gk car boot tu. byk brg from clothes to home accessories. toys pon byk. ingtnye nk beli 4 my sis tp cm burok2 je mainan die. baek beli br. hehe.

tgu bas utk nk blk cm lame la gk. cm bosan so try la nk call2 org. pastu dpt call mon! hehe. rindu la. aritu cm saje2 je tgk2 sume gmba blk..rindu kat bdk kmb! it'll be like heaven kalo derg sume ade kat lester with me. teaks, iman, mon, alya, aisyah...sume2 la. huhu. malangnye x. ntah bile la bole jumpe lg. hehe. lps tu cm jln jauh la gk nk blk hall ni..penat btol

btw, on d way blk dlm bas td cm ade sorg yg kurang berkemampuan ni naek la bas. nmpk die cm susah la nk gerak. tp die gigih je naek turun bas sume. tibe2 rase sebak. i patutnye bersyukur sume anggota bdn lengkap n x cacat. n not complaining why everything is not perfect. time tu rase cm hina sgt. aku ni cm hamba yg x bersyukur je. haih..so i shud be strong n fight every obstacles in front of me head-on. it's ok if i fall down, as long as i stand back again on my feet..~

finally

ngeh3. myb tu la words yg kua dr mulut korg mase mule2 bace dis post. haha. sori teramat sgt. hehe. minggu ni stat klas. sgt byk event yg jd. n sgt bz. hoho. ade je mende nk kene buat. x pnh dpt chance golek2 kat bilik. ade je shopping la, org ajak bukak pose la...as a result, blog ni pon terpakse diabaikn kejap. hehe...now fana has made a comeback. so sit back n relax k =)

feelings
"apekah?" soklan yg slalu terpacul kat mulut. influence sape la agknye tu eh..huhu. feelings..mixed la. tp most of d time cm rase kesian kat diri sndiri. hoho. kesian. well, slalu je jln sorg2. haha. cm sedeh je bunyi x? bukan la sorg2 cane. cume sorg2 dlm d group. keh3. x kesah la kn. not all d time we can get things as how we like it. myb mengajar berdikari gk kot. d lesson i got: the only person u can rely on is YOURSELF. huhu..tp jgn la salah phm ke ape. org kat sini mmg sume baek2 belaka cume kat sini i tend to menyendiri. haha. nape tah. myb i wanna let myself think kot? cane nk describe eh. die cm rase as if i've got no close fren whom i can share my innermost thoughts..hehe..i hope dis is juz 4 short term. i want to be a more BISING2 person n be more happy. bcoz rite now, happy is definitely NOT d word 2 describe my feelings

physical impact
adeh. d weather is getting colder n colder. n it's not even winter yet. ahah. i wonder cane nk survive nnt. hehe. kdg2 pagi2 nk g klas tu berasap2 gk la mulut. kalo kat msia dulu cm excited gk la kn. tp mule2 je la. bile da sejuk smpi tulang pon nk menggigil, huhu how i wish im in malaysia..~ but don worry. tade pon homesick ke ape. dunno if it's a good thing. kdg2 rase cm, "Eh. aku ni tade perasaan ke ape?" hehe. well, d key is BALANCE of coz. kat sini yg best mmg xkn busuk la. kt mmg x pnh busuk pon. huhu. x peluh lgsg. lenguh kaki je la coz byk jln. pastu, bibir tu cm sentiase kering je. hehe. alhamdulillah nothing bad ngn my skin. ade la sket2 irritation sbb kering. hoho. da la pemalas nk sapu lotion..it's juz not my thing kot

classes
classes mostly stat kol 9. hehe. n it;s juz 5 mins walk from opal court, d place which i live in. ok la. slalu nye ade lectures then followed by groupwork. lectures are ok..menarik tp kurg menarik. haha. keji x? hehe. myb x biase lg ngn sistem kat uk ni kot. kat msia biase blaja cm written kn. kat sini cm more to verbal. so kene dgr je la. kdg2 ngantok gk dgr org ckp je. huhu. pastu tmbh lg ngn accent derg. haih. naek pening. lectures ok lg. groupwork, worse! huhu. im d only international student kot. d only one wearing hijab. group laen cm byk gk muslims. ala. kat sini muslim pon pd name je kot. taleh differentiate pon derg ni islam ke x. same je ngn org laen. pose pon x. but im not saying all. some. some muslims still bagus n berpegang pd ajaran Islam.. eheh. btw, bout my group. ade 9 ppl including me altogether. d ppl are quite ok n im getting used to sitting with them. cume skang im in d process of membukak mulut lebih byk. tp cm baek sket ngn sorg gurl ni. die la rajen layan kt borak2. ehe. nice!

so-called home
we're all separated. living in d same hall tp diff blocks n floor. huhu. my so-called home in uk is a room with a single bed, table, almari n a bathroom. dapor is separated n shared with my 4 other flatmate. ngah3. stakat ni br jumpe 2 org. sbb cm bz. dok kua msk je blk so x smpt nk jumpe sape2. huhu. pegi dapor pon kejap2 je. lg2 skang ni pose kn, so cm msk dapor bile nk sahor je. n obviously derg tgh tdo time tu. huhu. x menarik la dok asing2. coz it doesn't feel like home at all. rase cm kat tmpt asing je. especially dapor la. huhu. ape nk buat? da ditakdirkan, so terime je la..n yg magic nye, asal dlm bilik je mesti nk tertdo. haiya. penyakit utame. naseb la member2 slalu call kejot. huhu. ha, kat sini we got telephone 4 each room. n call from room to room is free. hehe. tu je la yg menarik pon rite now. hehe..tp plg best bile selubung bwh duvet la..tu yg susah nk bgn tdo tu. huhu. tp bln pose ni, amek initiative gk la g solat terawih same2 kat blk org. kalo x cm rase kosong je la bln pose ni kn. skang la br nk appreciate g terawih kat surau every nite eventho ngantok2. hehe

oh ye. walaupon cm ade camera, tp cm sket je amek gmba. coz like, everybody got camera pastu cm ramai je amek gmba. in the end, kt end up amek pictures from them. coz sndiri mls nk amek gmba. hoho. tp juz nk kate im doing fine here. still not reaching d stage where i can be happy but getting there i think. with lots of helpful ppl esp seniors insyaAllah i'll be juz fine..~ i juz hope to be d same me as who i am before =)

semoge ALLAH memberi kekuatan kpd diriku ini..~