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plz

juz stay there

i'll try to make myself invisible

altho it's so hard

juz dont go away

confused

i hate d fluctuation of feelings

i know i've been happy lately

n i know THOSE miserable days r gonna come

haih

life is really simple

but we LOVE to make it complicated

n make a DRAMA out of it

myb it's juz an excuse

juz to show that we're real humans

who have feelings

*cacat*

updates plzzzz~

lame gk kn x update? well. penat KOT update byk gile aritu. i KNOW rmi yg MAYBE bace, tp tade komen pon *sob sob* well2..it's a free country kn~

br smpt nk dok ngadap blog ni. bcoz ptg ni x g turun maen. huhu. have u heard? org g maen almost every day tau..

oh td br abes usrah. huhu. cm makan je yg byk? err..tp both rohani n jasmani la insyaAllah =P pastu nk blk bilik la. nk tau x kebusukan derg2 ni? flat kt cm 6th floor. buat usrah kat flat azhreen, 3rd floor. maka mai, yaya & senior2 laen yg nk blk tu supposedly kene turun la kn. rite, br realize skang. im d only one yg nk naek! *sigh*

dgn busuknye, *** & **** (name dirahsiekan. x baek ngumpat =P) g tekan2 lif utk every tingkat! so, smpi la G floor. then, naek la one by one floor. n im at 6th floor! bole bygkn x? ish2. matang sket bole? huhu. tp tade la marah ke ape. juz some drama added in my life~

n btw, smlm g maen basket. 1st yrs n 2nd yrs (aka Opal & Hazel) maen. huhu. dahsyat! haha. kalo korg tgk myb bole phm kot? =P tp cm, kt.....takot bola! haihhhh! ape la. haha. then br la teringt nape dulu2 cm mls nk maen. u know, when u're not so good at sumting, u tend to avoid it

[patient-hunting]
rabu. kol 930 da turun kat bwh. sume 1st yr pegi kecuali dina n azhreen. oh. we hv dis assignment where we hv to find our 2nd patient who has d same presenting symptom as our 1st patient. supposedly, kene go thru all those formal procedure: contact consultant, arrange for meeting etc etc. tp kami M.A.L.A.S maka ktorg pon redah je hospital tu..

kinda not-so-smooth start. some sort of confusion over which bas yg nk pegi ke hospital yg ktorg nk g, so we ended up sitting in d bus, sort of round2 hospital di leicester. haha. d long way, but we reach there eventually. cume myb bole bgn tdo 1jam later than yg bgn td =P moral of d story: kalo tatau, sile tnye ok?

arrived at d hosp. we're supposed to find Cardiology ward but we're not sure where it is. so, mengambil pengajaran drpd pg td, kami pon bertnye kat reception. BAD DECISION. receptionist start bertnye nk g mane, nk jumpe sape, ade permission ke x etc etc. then die pon pggl Duty Manager, yg dtg berkate2 kpd ktorg. kasi dis one contact no to call to make appointment etc etc. oh man! bad ngn qilah da lepas da msk. time tu kua la hosp tu jap. n contemplating same ade nk try again or g hosp laen or balek je.

tgh2 berfikir tu, nmpk la sumting yg bertulis "east entrance". berpandangan sesame sendiri, ktorg pon bergerak ke pintu itu. naek tangge, turun tangge, bukak pintu, tutup pintu.. tibe2 ntah cane cm tersmpi kat satu ward Cardio ni. huhu. glance thru bagaimane keadaannye dlm ward tu. n then cm TAKOT. scary!! takot kalo history repeats itself. huhu. tibe2 syazwan call mai kate die nk dtg plak. maka kami pon tgu je la..

then bile sume da ade, tibe2 derg suro kt plak g ckp kat ward tu. mak ai..takot n nervous time tu hanye Tuhan je yg tau. setelah bbrp kali contemplating, i said 2 myself juz go for it..

myb tgk muke2 ktorg yg nervous ni kot so ade sorg friendly lady tego ktorg.
"yes, can i help you?"
"yea. we're medical students dadada...."
"ooppss i have to stop u here.."
hah? not AGAIN??
"u can speak to d nurse over there"
ulang skrip td.
n alhamdulillah! berjaye! she really helped us a lot! baek gile nurse tu ok. x cm nurse kat msia kot. huhu..

n everything went quite smooth after that. berjaye jumpe n interview patient tu. hihi. what a day!

kesimpulannye: mmg bagus menjadi jujur, ikhlas etc etc. tp kdg2, kt perlu bijak menggunekannye. n sile bertnye bile tatau, tp cume bile keadaan mengizinkan ok? jgn smpi memakan diri sndr

sekian =)

uk trip 08

[blackpool]

day 1

BAD start for a trip. we missed our train! haih. so we ended up paying 3x d price we've paid b4. naturally, i was mad. so i kinda made a face throughout d journey. i know it's bad, but i cant help it. i think we juz missed d train 4 juz a few minutes. myb it was my fault too. i underestimated d time needed to walk to d train station..

we arrived 5 hrs later in front of chellow grange, our apartment for 4 days of my mom's conference. d apartment itself was quite nice n it was a self-catered apartment so we can cook. later, my dad n i went to a supermarket to get us some things to cook. then both of them were sleeping until late at nite. jet lag kot. while i was watching d tv. tau2 je la org da bape lame x tgk tv kn..

day 2

my mom went to d conference. my dad n i were left with nothing to do. so we went to a outlet shopping village in fleetwood, hoping to find some good bargains. i found a shoe i liked, but decided to wait n not to buy it. sgt menyesal. i juz shud hv bought it coz i nvr found it afterwards.

singgah asda to buy some foods n went back by bus. guess wut? we got off d bus WAY too much earlier than we shud. so we ended up walking like, 2 km kot? like my dad said la. em. d promenade looked all d same so dont blame me 4 confusing over which bus stop we shud hv got off

back in d apartment n i hv to cook d rice for a LATE lunch. later, my mom was already back. she mentioned about d husband of her fren whom she met at d conference. he also got nothing to do n would like to know my dad. hm. menarik. nite went on like usual, on d couch, watching d tv~

day 3

pakcik mail (husband kwn my mom) agreed to drive us to blackburn, where there was sort of outlet shop for clarks shoes. my dad was d one who was so eager to find one. there were also children of pakcik mail, tina & muiz. they r so cute! oh rite. n they speak english with not even a slight trace that they r malaysians! huhu. menarik. tina was so friendly n talkative so i juz talked n play along with her.

malangnye d shop at blackburn was not so interesting. so he brought us to another shopping mall at colne (*not sure how to spell it). my dad n pakcik mail ended up going out of d shopping mall with 2 pairs of shoes. me? em. NONE kot? *sigh*

originally, pakcik mail planned to go back to manchester (where they live) today but later that evening he called to say that he cancelled his plan. so he invited us to tag along in their car to go to d promenade at d beach, juz for sightseeing. there was also another family, along with their kids too. but hey, d kids living overseas were juz too cute! x tahan btol~

singgah asda to buy things to cook. they r cooking n having dinner at our apartment! huhu. walaupun lauk x seberape, ikan+brahims, it was ok. kenyang la..but kesian bdk2 tu. tina was already asleep n muiz looked like he can fall down any second. penat kot..

day 4

last day at blackpool. around midday, pakcik mail & auntie azura brought me n my dad for d last sightseeing b4 they went back to manchester.

kwn umi from lancaster came to fetch us. after lunch, we headed off to lancaster. singgah at a shopping outlet in preston. my parents bought quite a lot of things. me? none. not again?? *depressed*

[lancaster]

arrived at pakcik romzie's house in lancaster. he got 2 kids, rusyaidi n one i forgot her name. the kids were quite shy. huhu. then later they also called their neighbour, which r also msians for a makan2. there were 2 other kids, ilias n sara. they r also so cute! haha. then i start wondering. does d weather or place affect ke'cute'an bdk2? huhu. ilias was a bit reluctant to let me know him at first but later, i win! huhu. we ended up playing games 2gether. layan je la~ it seems like i'll be friends with kids this holiday..




[morecambe-lake district]

day 5

went pusing2 around lancaster uni. d building was quite modern. at least lawa la drpd lester nye med school. huhu. we got our rental car today, so we followed pakcik romzie to morecambe, about an hour from lancaster. there was d sea, jetty, lighthouse n all that..

then we were on our own. we drove berbekalkan map which is bought yesterday n also google map. quite helpful, u know. altho it looked cikai. huhu. on d way to lake district, which is in windermere (strangely, there's also a road in lester named windermere!) pakcik mail called. n he invited us to drop by at manchester b4 going to leeds. huhu. baek gile kot pakcik ni. intending to maximise their trip in uk, my parents agreed.

we got on a 70 minute boat trip at d lake district (as d name suggest, there is lake all over). d weather was SO COLD n suddenly it started raining. my camera also ran out of battery. great. after getting some souvenir, we went straight to manchester~

[manchester]

can't believe im here! gile x ktorg berjalan? huhu. pakcik mail waited for us somewhere n then he drove d car to old trafford. guess where we're going? manchester stadium! *kpd org itu, jgn jeles ok? =P* btw, he had to go for work so we dont hv d time to go inside d stadium. amek gmba kat luar pon jd la..huhu

then he went for work. we went to their house at cheetam hill. i met tina n muiz again! yeay. huhu. it's great that they still rmmbr me. huhu. tina started showing her room. muiz trying to show me d games he was playing. haha. seriously. it was such a good feeling!


it was already late, so we excused ourselves to get going to leeds. leeds, here i come!


[leeds]


google map proved to be quite dependable coz we arrived with not much sesat2. hehe. we were goin to my mom's fren's house in beeston, auntie noreen. ok, more cute kids! haha. x tahan btol~


rest 4 tomorrow's adventure~


[york]


day 6



lucky for my mom bcoz we'll be goin to a carboot today! we headed to york n it was raining quite heavily. but unfortunately there was nothing much at d carboot. as expected, i ended up with nothing. n d weather was super cold. so unpredictable.


we arrived at national rail musem around noon. so we stopped for lunch. that was when i started berkawan2 with d kids. they were so friendly. huhu. menarik. da la cute plak tu. but all of us ate in d car bcoz d wind was very cold!

hafi, hasya, batrisyia, humaira, marissa

went into d museum. honestly, im not a fan of museums but this one was quite ok. d kids were so excited n im suddenly in their group. haha. i was most touched when batrisyia took my hands n pulled me over, kinda urging me to go with them. quite flattered, really. it was like i was accepted..n d older girl of them, yasmine, asked me to go see things with her. huhu. again, flattered.

then all of us walked to d city centre of york. imagine berduyun2 manusie berjalan kat town. quite amusing u know. tp cute la. huhu. york city was like any other european city. d scenery was pretty much d same..
supposedly, we've planned that we're goin back to lester today. but when auntie noreen heard that we'll go to stoke-on-trent d nxt day, she insisted that we stay 4 another nite. at first we're all reluctant, but she seemed so determined to let us stay, so we agreed..so she went back to prepare for dinner (hehe) while another family, pakcik zamil & auntie aziyati brought us to university of york, together with all d kids. sgt cantek ok? siap ade lake lg tu!




[leeds]


back at leeds. they brought us to university of leeds, which i've been before. took some pics, n went back to auntie noreen's house. had a super delicious dinner...talk..talk n sleep~


[stoke-on-trent]


day 7


we'll meet pakcik mail n family there. gile x ktorg? haha. besok kot flight derg blk, but now here we r at stoke-on-trent, shopping for pinggan mangkuk?? i dont even hv d slightest interest but kate org, ikot je la kn..met tina & muiz again. huhu. cant get enough of them, i guess.


si mak2 n ayah2 pon menelek2 pinggan mangkuk. d kids got bored. at least tina & muiz got somthing to eat. haha. so i juz joined them, looking at muiz's brand new nintendo ds. hebat x bdk2 zmn skang?


ok...byk gile kot derg beli! gile btol. haha..my mom smpt lg nk suro pegi lg b4 nk blk nnt. haha. as if! but at least i got myself a mug. haha. that's it.


[leicester]



pening pon sudah, shopping pon sudah. we're goin back to lester! yeay! bape hr da x tdo atas katil sndr ok? when we arrived at lester, we were kinda got lost. bcoz i dont hv d slightest clue about d roads in lester. ok, i know i live here. but everytime we juz walked. but luckily, we found our way to university of leicester. still got time to take some pics. hurry!


that nite, d girls hv a mkn2 for us. huhu. rajen derg ni. bcoz my dad will also be there, so they invited d boys too. huhu. it was quite a funny atmosphere. u see ur mom talking to ur frens n ur dad talking to d boys, with u in d middle. hm. menarik. terkeluar la some of my secrets (but not so secret anymore). biase la tu. mak2 bile borak2. huhu. but weird enough, that nite, i was so shaky n i cant even eat properly. i dont even know why. penat sgt kot?

later that nite, my parents r bz packing their things while i was in d kitchen, cooking laksa under my mom's instruction. hoho. tade la susah sgt rupenye! that nite was so tiring n i slept at 2++. still got lots to do 2moro~



day 8


went to student union's shop n town for a last-minute shopping. huhu. then bergegas blk n did d final kemas2. bcoz i dont want history 2 repeat, we went out to bus station 45mis earlier than d time d bus shud arrive. lgpon brg cm byk gile kot?


oh ye. i'll juz be sending them off to d bus station n not heathrow.


sit down n wait.


d bus came. they got on.


bus drove away. i waved goodbye to them.


n then joined mai n alya at town.


alya slept at my room that nite.

*tHe EnD*

london

day 1: penat!

my 1st trip ever travelling alone. quite scary. da la kene naek bas sorg2 g heathrow. oh rite. my parents came to uk coz my mom got some conference. maka kami pon nk berjalan2 di london dulu. d weirdest moment was when suddenly my dad called me on my phone! as if we're juz in msia. traffic jam plak. so i ended up arriving later than my parents..

sgt jauh n berbelit nk smpi ke terminal 3 where my parents were waiting. at last jumpe la gk. mase nmpk derg tu, my mom was waving like happily to me. haha. which is funny. haha. u know, im d kind of person yg mcm tade perasaan. d feeling i hv at that time was juz like when i go back every weekend in KMB. hm.

mentang2 i live here, so konon2 'serahkan kpd yg pakar' so i hv 2 take charge. ey, all of us are equal ok? haha. ok so i found our way to d underground to go to d house which we've booked. msian renting a B&B. rite. with all d luggage, 2 BIG luggage + 2 hand luggage, kami dgn gigih mengharungi underground london. it was quite a challenge bcoz we had to change lines for like twice or more. imagine carrying ur luggage off d platform? hm. menarik. n u also hv 2 ctrl ur luggage in d train so that they wont fall off (which unfortunately happened a few times)

malang nasib kami sbb org yg sewa tu told us that d house we're supposed to go r not ready yet bcoz of some repair of d toilet. apekah? n it was late notice too. so we had to stay at his house! of all d places u can imagine. *sigh* perot sgt lapa n naseb baek tuan rumah tu kasi mkn.. kesian kat my parents la coz x dpt la nk berehat fully. tau2 je la...sbb dok kat umah org kn. we nvr really feel at ease

day 2: jalan je la

d owner dropped us at underground station. then we looked at d map n d book. where to go? can u believe that? not a good start, really. haha. tu la. my parents were so bz that they dont hv time to plan for d sightseeing. konon2 taking charge, i asked them where to go. maka kami pon pegi la ke tmpt2 yg biase org g kat london.

big ben

london eye

trafalgar square

buckhingham palace

st james park

tower bridge

one bad experience: suddenly there were 2 ladies coming to us with little flowers. she juz put it in my pocket without me having d chance to say anything. then they ask for donation for wuteva reason they have. ok fine. i'll juz give them wut i can. so opened my wallet n gave them 1pound. u guess wut they say? "no. paper money" i wuz like, "APEHAL?!" mls nk bising2, i gave her 5pd. then they ask for some more money 4 d flower they gave to my mom. ekelen. nk kene manusie2 ni. hello? mintk sedekah kot? n nk demand mintk duit ketas je plak tu? i lost 10pd to them! grrrr...panas je rase. tp nk wat cane. niat sedekah je la...lg geram bile my dad said that they only approach us. myb they only target msians. mentang2 msian ni baek?

dinner at msian hall. then d owner came to fetch us. guess wut? d house is still not ready. maka kene tdo umah die lg. haihh...penat jd bertmbh penat. saba je la~

day 3: shopping kot

went to oxford street. when we arrived, we saw like a group of ppl waiting outside NEXT. eh? wassup? rupe2nye ade half price sale. then tau2 da terberatur skali ngn mereka2 n i walked out d shop with a new coat! haha. kinda miracle coz it's very hard 4 me to buy sumting.

then we went 4 souvenir hunting. mak ai. scary seeing how my parents buy all sorts of things. utk org ni la, org tu la. huhu. like i said to them, "sukati la, duit umi ayah kn?"

after that was all rushing n speeding. we had to catch d bus to lester. we're lucky to have that pakcik owner to drove us there bcoz he knows all d shortcuts. we made it juz in time. off we go back to lester~

*honestly, i dunno d significance of visiting all d places in london. bukannye ade sejarah islam ke ape...i guess it's juz for d name of d place. n i dont bother to visit places like madame tussaud. da la mahal, tgk patung made from wax? apekah?*

tetamu dari leeds& sheffield

juz a day after being back from prague, kwn2 from leeds+sheffield dtg ke lester

besoknye bwk la mereka berjalan2 di lester

pegi uni

n we even discovered that we hv our own astronomical clock!

pegi victoria park

bwk g town lester

ptg sket bwk g kennel & lunch kat castle park. menahan penangan sambal nasik lemak smbl menggigil kesejukan!

pastu jln2 n terjumpe slide yg sgt besa yg super cool

hm. menarik.

*sekian. sudah mls ckp byk2*